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Filling one self with positive water the cracks start to show, I’m trying to patch things up but I can’t. But my friends are here to support me.

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With so much gratitude I reflect on my life as the fires have been replaced by a lush field of growth. It has become so clear that at the root of everything has been one central wound, one central message. And from that message I still feel not able to conquer this final frontier. The only thing missing in my life is the thing that has always been missing. I see now that this wound is being healed by a beautiful rose, and all my hard work will result in a fruitful harvest for last she was but a seedling. What used to be a gaping hole in me will be filled with the most beautiful flower and complete my field. Part by God and part by her. Fading away is my trauma and this flower gift from God blooms and pollinator women all around me. So many options yet with awareness none yet seem to be right and so the deprivation and wound remains open. Raw and frustrating, this ball of unreleased sexual energy drives me mad, but I am more than ever committed to my values and making sure it is only part of a connection. Spirit is telling me to stay focused - to walk the path that will lead me to my true destiny. Must continue this journey and break the chains of fear to be fully in my own path ready to receive.

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How many deadly sins are there?
What is the price of a life?
In alchemy some things cost an arm and a leg
To appreciate life one list have the courage and spirit of healing the cycle of blood

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Water rushes out and in where I stand along the shore and think about time, space, and what I know

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Chunks of focus, waves of brain tired. I lost an hour of sleep last night. I’m really trying hard to think and be. Colors pop and fade.

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Spines along the back, bunny ears. Tiny legs that carry me along.

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Beneath a dark rainbow—the light spreads out and we look out together.

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Fog hovers above the water
The sun is fading fast
We rock along waters
Towards new land

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Like an astronaut venturing out on an unfamiliar planet, limited by his spacesuit, I walk through my everyday routine shrouded in faceless overwhelm. Even though it feels like I am in an abyss, I was just days ago blissful and life was sweet as a marshmallow. Leaning on spirit for guidance, I keep reaching out to God, even when he feels far away and just a little blue marble, even when he seems like a ghost on the moon, because under everything I trust in my core that everything is happening just as it should, and part of his plan. I tremble when I feel him not near, but I know he will accept me and guide my return, and that serenity is on the horizon.

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A self reflecting mirror, a portal of psychedelic stimulation. Infusions of influences, a trippy cycle of amalgamation turning whole.

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There’s been a ton of uncertainty and pressure in making lifelong choices
I’ve been stressed from the overthinking
Too many rotating choices to make in order to maintain balance
To enjoy the popsicle blades

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I have vast nourishment with raining growth as I am growing home, but I can’t neglect my single vulnerability: bleeding birds of paradise.

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Finally feeling whole at the end of this process of rebirth, my life is a rich tapestry imbued in a great divine flow. The swirl of emotion has quieted as I have learned to trust God and that I can trust myself to love and protect my inner child. This trust has been built from being willing to die and face my fears on a daily basis for the life that I want to live everyday. This newfound freedom empowers me to hold onto my power, stay in serenity and value myself highly. Seizing the opportunity to thrive and burning with excitement.

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An evil amoeba looking into the disillusionment of satisfactions. The watchful eye exploring new opportunities. By staring back at it and breaking out of my shell, I can get a little bit of everything: a growth guided by spirit.

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joyful expansion
sweet nectar, sunsets, radiance
recentering myself

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The butterfly ended up in the ocean
Where fluid chaos stretched its wings out
Warm water where you can just be abundant

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Dancing ground, fire that grows
Upside down, bright and lively

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My heart's aching for the passing of Mary Helen. I feel broken in this moment but know that my love and memories of her will live on.

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I want to be him.
Gentle bright light in serenity,
with nothing but heavenly kin.
RATS DIE.

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Flowing gently
Young and delicate
Cherry blossoms outstretched
smooth and relaxed
Calm and gentle
With sparkles of joy
Enlightened by the beauty
of everything around me

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Beginnings burst into
a book of songs
inviting us to be
expressive in self,
holistic and to discover
love again, once again.
Let's go.

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I am the spider
This is my house
I am on the top
I move around freely
I can see everything
I can see everyone
I am safe here
Nobody can step on me
Nobody can trample me
I am safe
I am in control
I am a spider

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These are magical colours. They do so many wonderful things. I love orange. It's the most magical colours.

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New perspectives, mixed energy. Outer fiery, inner dark all in containment of broken happiness. Overwhelmed by confusion, seeking introspection.

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As the internal healing continues, I am finding momentum jumping through flames in my quest to the holy grail on the road to gold. Protected by spirit on this worthwhile journey, I can never succumb to the fiery blaze as I conquer the scary passage through the flames.